Changes....

The older I get the more resistant to change I become. It doesn't seem to matter what the change is either. Shit, it seems the only change I can accept and look forward to is changing my underwear!!! One of my co-workers made the comment about being gone within the next year and it brought immediate anxiety. He is a big part of our team and my memory..
Then the other day Chris made the comment about looking for a job in Jacksonville, and I can't get it outta my head. If that happens my daughter and granddaughter will more than likely follow. Now the thought of my grandbaby being gone has me terrified. I've been thru this already with both of my girls. Their Moms married Navy men and got stationed elsewhere. I remember the pain of missing my girls like it was yesterday. The fear of Ava being gone has me in turmoil. I don't think I'll be able to deal with it as I did with my girls. My heart is aching with the fear of separation.
I know that change is inevitable... But I don't have to like it one damned bit.

Misadventure in the digital realm...

Getting ready to go get some breakfast with Chris on the bikes. Nice and sunny and HOT!!!! This getting old stuff really sucks... Can't take the heat like I used to. We need to plan out what we're gonna do with Ava this afternoon. Today is Grandpa, Pop Pop, & Ava time!!!!
At The Awful Waffle waiting on a seat. Seems as though most everyone is hungry and had the same idea... Dammit Man!
Made it to Eastern Shore Harley, got a new Helmet. It was on sale and the girl gave me an additional discount on top of that. Chris got the same deal, so now we are gonna be twins.